[His face absolutely flushes at that, and he backs away. He tries to think of any other topic before "relationship" jumps out at him.]
If... if it's any comfort, simply being away from Mina is not the sole reason why I miss her so dearly. Do not get me wrong, I love her more than anything, and it's why the rest of it pains me so.
I have told you that we had not gotten married. It... it hurts so much because I was awaiting the day when I could afford to give her the wedding we deserved, so give her the best night after there ever was. [He pinches the bridge of his nose, trying to stop tears from coming again.] Dear God, I wanted so badly to try being a father.
[Basically what he's trying to say is that he hasn't fucked Mina yet.]
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[His face absolutely flushes at that, and he backs away. He tries to think of any other topic before "relationship" jumps out at him.]
If... if it's any comfort, simply being away from Mina is not the sole reason why I miss her so dearly. Do not get me wrong, I love her more than anything, and it's why the rest of it pains me so.
I have told you that we had not gotten married. It... it hurts so much because I was awaiting the day when I could afford to give her the wedding we deserved, so give her the best night after there ever was. [He pinches the bridge of his nose, trying to stop tears from coming again.] Dear God, I wanted so badly to try being a father.
[Basically what he's trying to say is that he hasn't fucked Mina yet.]