[Brett sighs gustily, scrubbing a hand over his face. This is the first funeral he's been at in years. Howl never really had one. All they did was plant those trees, which was entirely different.]
I just don't want to look cold. Especially since...especially now.
[Especially since he's always had issues with showing emotion in front of other people. Any tears he's shed today have been strictly in private, but maybe that makes him look like he didn't feel anything much.
Especially since he sort of pushed Hodaka to that breakdown in the first place.]
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[Brett sighs gustily, scrubbing a hand over his face. This is the first funeral he's been at in years. Howl never really had one. All they did was plant those trees, which was entirely different.]
I just don't want to look cold. Especially since...especially now.
[Especially since he's always had issues with showing emotion in front of other people. Any tears he's shed today have been strictly in private, but maybe that makes him look like he didn't feel anything much.
Especially since he sort of pushed Hodaka to that breakdown in the first place.]