Well, it's not as though the murder the exciting part. Obviously, any loss of life is tragic, in its own way...

[ She absolutely wants to make sure that she isn't downplaying that. Even still... ]

But I've always felt like...I don't know, it's like I'm getting a glimpse into the truth this way. Like there's a whole world that I wouldn't normally be able to see, but with a dash of powder or a spray of chemicals, it's there, and it's waiting for me to discover it. And when I do, that's one step closer to knowing the whole story.