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unknownseas2020-04-25 04:00 pm
lovelikeyou) wrote in unknownseas2020-04-25 04:00 pm
I have died every day waiting for you
[That was, in Rose's opinion, even worse than last week. Any loss of life is an awful waste, but for it all to come of some horrible accident...
This week, she doesn't retreat back to her room. She knows now that the people here, or at least enough of them, like to gather after these experiences. Many of the Crystal Gems were the same way; she remembers their post-battle huddles well. It's not a party, really, but...it's good to be together. To have friends around. Maybe, to remember those who were lost.
So this time, she'll go to the cafeteria herself and request some food for everyone. It's just basic snacks, the kind of human food she knows well enough to ask for. There's some hot chocolate provided, too. She definitely knows people enjoy that. It doesn't take too long, since she isn't making most of it, and then she goes to invite everybody she can find.
She doesn't slip any notes underneath doors, for the people she doesn't happen across. Some Crystal Gems didn't join the groups, or maybe did after one battle but not another. Sometimes they wanted to be alone. She never really understood that...but it wasn't her place to tell them otherwise. Weren't they all about freedom?
Everybody probably knows something like this is going to happen again, anyway. It's their choice to come.]
This week, she doesn't retreat back to her room. She knows now that the people here, or at least enough of them, like to gather after these experiences. Many of the Crystal Gems were the same way; she remembers their post-battle huddles well. It's not a party, really, but...it's good to be together. To have friends around. Maybe, to remember those who were lost.
So this time, she'll go to the cafeteria herself and request some food for everyone. It's just basic snacks, the kind of human food she knows well enough to ask for. There's some hot chocolate provided, too. She definitely knows people enjoy that. It doesn't take too long, since she isn't making most of it, and then she goes to invite everybody she can find.
She doesn't slip any notes underneath doors, for the people she doesn't happen across. Some Crystal Gems didn't join the groups, or maybe did after one battle but not another. Sometimes they wanted to be alone. She never really understood that...but it wasn't her place to tell them otherwise. Weren't they all about freedom?
Everybody probably knows something like this is going to happen again, anyway. It's their choice to come.]
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She tilts her head slightly. ]
... Well... [ Hmmm. How does she put this. ] Even if someone might not be human in... form? [ For lack of a better word... ] ... It doesn't mean they aren't good. As far as I'm concerned... whether someone is human or not, that-- It doesn't matter to me.
[ A pause. ]
... I've known someone who was far more monstrous than anyone here... human or otherwise. To put it simply, I guess-- it's their heart that matters.
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It matters to some far more than it should. [Monstrous acts were, after all, easier to commit against those that weren't like you.] One really cannot judge whether they are, themselves, moral however...
[She's glad. She's so glad.]
Actions can speak louder than words.
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[ She nods, though. And she puts her hand on the table, if Rhea needs it. ]
... That's true. But-- I hope someone would trust me when I say I'd never hate or... or discount anyone for not being human.
[ ... ]
I know it can be difficult, though... to trust.
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...It is not easy to trust but I suppose that it is not a one way path. [...] I cannot say more than this. Please understand.
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Of course. I would never-- never force you to tell me something you'd rather not say.
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...That is all I can ask.