What I want to hear on nights I can't sleep is your voice

[philoxenia]

[ ... Well, that was an absolute shitshow, wasn't it? Instead of dwelling on how she feels about everything that just happened, Mira's channeling that energy into something else--and she has a little bit of help doing it. Zerinda and Ema are here in the bar to make drinks, and Mira's brought in a ton of food that's definitely not healthy for anyone, but screw it, who cares about health right now?

Della's here to pass out invitations, too--they let everyone know there's a gathering in the bar, if they'd rather not be alone.

If you choose not to come, well... Mira's got that taken care of, too. She'll place a little container of cookies and hot cocoa outside your door. Maybe it'll help someone feel a little less alone--at least, that's what she's hoping. ]

Comments

[fivestagegod]

...You know I don't think you're a terrible person, right?

[Just...just saying.]

You've seen and done a lot, but you still came out of it giving a damn about things. A lot of people wouldn't. That probably says something.

[lovelikeyou]

Maybe it does.

[You don't gotta think it, she's way ahead of you! But, uh, we don't gotta talk about that.]

I don't usually tell people about that. It was all so long ago...I've thought I might tell Greg, though.

[fivestagegod]

I get it. There's a lot of stuff I haven't told anyone here, and I kind of want to keep it that way.

[...Anyway.]

So what's Greg like? I don't think you've told me about him.

[lovelikeyou]

Oh! He's a musician! I met him at one of his concerts, and he decided to stay in Beach City so we could be together! I didn't want him to abandon his dreams like that, but he said...well, he said it was what he wanted.

[fivestagegod]

[That gets a pause out of him, actually. A bit of a long one.]

That's... You must really mean a lot to him, then.

[lovelikeyou]

I...guess so.

[It doesn't seem quite right. But there it is.]

I was afraid it would only end up hurting him. I guess maybe I still am, a little...but he seems so happy right now.

[fivestagegod]

Do you love him?

[He honestly doesn't judge one way or another; that's kind of a complicated thing.]

[lovelikeyou]

I really do.

[She twirls a lock of hair around her finger, thoughtful.]

He's not like anybody else I've ever met before. We just...talk about things.

[fivestagegod]

That sounds great, honestly. It's been a while since I've really done that with people. I mean, I'm married and everything, but it's... I don't know, it's kind of different than that.

[lovelikeyou]

I didn't know you were married.

[geez, how did she not know that?]

How is it different?

[fivestagegod]

...I'm not saying I don't love Annette, because I do. But we're not really close or anything. We got married when we were young and stupid, and we're not really compatible as people. I don't know, at this point it's more like we're kind of friends that just happen to stay married because we have a kid together.

[lovelikeyou]

It's nice to have a friend, at least...

[Rose can certainly imagine worse situations to be in. But yeah, she does understand that this is not typically the point of marriage.]

Do you wish you weren't married?

[fivestagegod]

Actually, no.

[So at least there's that.]

It'd be different if we didn't like each other or something. But we're okay with each other's company, and we both love our daughter, so it's honestly not too bad, all things considered.

[lovelikeyou]

No, no! It sounds sort of nice.

[She feels much more strongly about Greg, of course; she's felt more strongly about several people. But at the end of the day, it's nice to have someone.]