dokkalfheimr: (10.)
Freyja, Queen of Nightmares ([personal profile] dokkalfheimr) wrote in [community profile] unknownseas2021-02-06 04:50 pm

And we're all adrift together through the cold mist, 'til we're lifeless together

[The preparations hit differently this time.

Last weekend was at least an attempt at being festive, even with the light supplies they have; at being joyous, at giving people at least one nice thing to look back upon before things inevitably took a turn for the worse. And now two people are dead, and instead of trying to figure out structure placement and how best to keep everyone entertained and occupied and well-fed, the preparations now are given to much more practical purposes.

Large amounts of bottled water from the machine. Bagels and bread and muffins, light starchy things to avoid forcing anyone to keep meat or seafood down after seeing a corpse. Fruit for the sake of providing energy. Avoiding including bananas for any reason. Quietly pulling aside one of the first people she sees with any experience in the matter and asking them to help her make tea.

Once she's got one of the tables at the party zone set up and the tea is on its way to being prepared, she'll set around letting people know; the invitations are simple, written in Freyja's broad, elegant handwriting:

I think another gathering tonight would be beneficial. Not to celebrate, but to remember; perhaps more importantly, to ensure that no one is alone if they don't want to be.

Tonight is hard. There is nothing further to do but get through it.]
hellahighwater: the lovers that went wrong (collecting names of)

[personal profile] hellahighwater 2021-02-08 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I don’t think anyone should like it. If you did, I’d think you were seriously fucked in the head six ways to Sunday.

[ Mmm... ]

Guess this fucker’s real interested in making us stew in it.
cethflayn: (i am not certain this is a good idea)

[personal profile] cethflayn 2021-02-09 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
[...Yeah, she can't even think of anyone who would like it. Maybe Those Who Slither in the Dark? They qualify for "seriously fucked in the head six ways to Sunday".]

So that means our frustrations are mere theater to him.
hellahighwater: (when looking for yourself i'm useless)

[personal profile] hellahighwater 2021-02-10 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
'Course. You heard him, didn't you? He was just fucking laughing.
cethflayn: (disappointed in you? yes)

[personal profile] cethflayn 2021-02-10 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
I did.

[Flayn has never felt the need to kick a person. But for the Captain, she can make an exception.]

Never did I think a person could be this cruel, but...clearly there are.
hellahighwater: (the loves that went wrong)

[personal profile] hellahighwater 2021-02-10 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
...I'm not really surprised. Just pissed off.
cethflayn: (i am not amused!)

[personal profile] cethflayn 2021-02-10 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
I cannot say he does not anger me, too.

[Tiny lettuce dragon's fuckin' pissed.]
hellahighwater: (chasing visions of our futures)

[personal profile] hellahighwater 2021-02-10 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
You know it's probably gonna get worse, right? ...It's gonna keep getting worse, before...if it ever gets better.
cethflayn: (concerned teatime)

[personal profile] cethflayn 2021-02-10 03:11 pm (UTC)(link)
...I do know.

[It's said with the heaviness of someone who has seen things get worse before even approaching getting better.]

But...I am going to believe that, somehow, it can improve. I may not know how, or when, but if I do not believe...then I am not sure what else I can do to weather the experience.
hellahighwater: (destroy the middle‚ it's a waste of time)

[personal profile] hellahighwater 2021-02-11 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ ... ]

You're gonna need to be prepared, if it doesn't.
cethflayn: (concerned teatime)

[personal profile] cethflayn 2021-02-11 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Another grim little nod.]
hellahighwater: (🔫 setting fires to our insides for fun)

[personal profile] hellahighwater 2021-02-12 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
...Long as you remember that, you can think whatever you want.