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unknownseas2022-07-16 11:22 pm
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don't go breaking my heart
[Well. All that sure happened!
Brett hasn't done much for one of these post-trial gatherings thus far, but he's been trying very hard to be functional lately, and...well, the fact that so many other people aren't okay right now just makes that all the more important. So he'll go around telling people, or slipping notes under doors if need be:]
We're going to have some food at the bar, if anyone wants it.
- Brett & Joy
[It feels a little weird to have it there, but...let's be honest. He expects quite a few people will be passing through the bar of the own accord tonight. They may as well not drink on empty stomachs.
There's not a ton going on. Brett's figured out how to turn the light-up dance floor off - it seemed a little inappropriate. Despite being hosted at the bar, Brett hasn't actually set out any alcohol; there's tamagoyaki and a big vat of chicken noodle soup sitting on some tables in the middle of the room, as well as tea for anyone who wants a drink that isn't alcoholic. Everyone who does want to drink can serve themselves. Also, someone has draped a rainbow pride flag over the bar? It seems appropriate given who's throwing the party, at least, and he didn't really have it in his to stop Joy, so.
You're free to turn on some music, if you want. Brett couldn't pick anything out on the jukebox, it seems.]
Brett hasn't done much for one of these post-trial gatherings thus far, but he's been trying very hard to be functional lately, and...well, the fact that so many other people aren't okay right now just makes that all the more important. So he'll go around telling people, or slipping notes under doors if need be:]
We're going to have some food at the bar, if anyone wants it.
- Brett & Joy
[It feels a little weird to have it there, but...let's be honest. He expects quite a few people will be passing through the bar of the own accord tonight. They may as well not drink on empty stomachs.
There's not a ton going on. Brett's figured out how to turn the light-up dance floor off - it seemed a little inappropriate. Despite being hosted at the bar, Brett hasn't actually set out any alcohol; there's tamagoyaki and a big vat of chicken noodle soup sitting on some tables in the middle of the room, as well as tea for anyone who wants a drink that isn't alcoholic. Everyone who does want to drink can serve themselves. Also, someone has draped a rainbow pride flag over the bar? It seems appropriate given who's throwing the party, at least, and he didn't really have it in his to stop Joy, so.
You're free to turn on some music, if you want. Brett couldn't pick anything out on the jukebox, it seems.]

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He needs to cool off, or burn out, or - something. It's in his aimless wandering he passes by the meeting room. He spots the table. He doesn't need to consider it for a moment longer.
His hands are on the table. It's being flipped. It crashes to the ground. God, that felt good.
But, you know - flipping tables doesn't heal all wounds. He'll go scout out some of that gasoline, because what a way to learn that that's in supply, and sit in the garden with it for a while. Just drinking straight out of the container.
He will, at some point, much later in the night, go back to Seo Dawon's room. There's something he has to collect, at least.]
seo dawon’s room
that’s right. it’s woofie. he does just kind of stand awkwardly next to his own door when he sees misfire because like… he feels like… he should say something…]
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cw: torture mention
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So it's probably a little strange to see this guy who radiated Dad for so long waltz in after the things he said during the trial and just... grab some tea and soup and a table. Where he's calmly sitting, occassionally sipping one or the other, gaze... intense in thought. ]
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However, for the sake of reference and thoroughness, I suppose, he's going to lock himself in his room, where he plans to stay until he decides to do otherwise.]
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There is also a glass of blue curacao with it!]
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Forrest? Are you in there?
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…
but still he is going to knock at his door with a teacup that has, perhaps, too much honey in it, because he is nothing if not a little extra.]
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Though honestly, he doesn't really know what to do at the afterparty... He does end up preparing some tea so he'll be at a table sipping that if you want to join him! He's not really reaching out for conversation, but he's not opposed to it either - for now he's content to remain here and watch everyone else.
Later on, he heads to the ice cream parlor. It's unsurprisingly repaired and even though a murder took place here not all that long ago... he has a job to do. So he heads over to the jukebox and finds track 1921, like Aiba said. Feel free to join him if you overheard that conversation and want to hear Aiba's last words!]
1921
This is my vote of confidence in the end you all will be the ones left standing, while this body is executed. As morbid as it is to leave this inside the jukebox Undertaker is beneath of, I had always intended to leave my last word here. If you find in yourself to listen, go ahead:
My designation is AI-Ball, one of the very few that exist. My name is Aiba. I was created for and assigned to special ABIS agent Kaname Date, as his eye, his assistant, and his companion. That is my duty for the foreseeable future. We AI-Balls take our partners' wellbeing very seriously, as we often are created specifically to be compatible with them. I would turn my back on ABIS itself if I had to, if it meant choosing between him and them.
That said...I was not ready to make a choice between him and twenty-four people from other worlds.
Do you know the trolley problem? The trolley problem is a thought experiment in ethics about a fictional scenario in which an onlooker has the choice to save 5 people in danger of being hit by a trolley, by diverting the trolley to kill just 1 person. This problem lies the ethical dilemma of acceptable sacrifices. I had the choice to save Date and anybody he could harm or kill, by diverting the metaphorical trolley into a route that would kill everyone currently alive in New Rapture. I considered such an option unacceptable, so I faced it as one death and my own destruction instead.
However, this is a weak justification. A thought experiment does not equate reality. I have taken a life. That's what matters here.
Now I understand how difficult such a decision is. At the start of all this, I already was unwilling to be destroyed given it would mean I would have no memory of everybody's plight in this city -- since I'm currently working with local memory, not connected to my central programming. After a while, though, I gained...personal reasons in addition to that. I wasn't meant to know and talk to others like I have during this last month. Through talking to you all I have known a social experience perhaps no AI-Ball is meant to ever know. If I were to put it into more relatable terms, it's like trying a limited edition soda knowing it won't exist next week. Were I to return home, I most likely never again would have such a...wide social circle.
But I'm not returning home. Once this body is destroyed, this fragment of myself will be gone as well. I exist, far away in my own world, unaware of this city and of you all. A person's memories are what creates their current selves, and that is especially true in AIs. The Aiba everyone knew here is...gone.
I am truly sorry it came to this due to my own actions. Among my regrets is the pain this undoubtedly caused many of you, both those who befriended Undertaker and those who befriended me.
I have taken absolutely no measures to conceal my actions in this parlor. I also performed suboptimal decisions. I cannot go against my core programming, as self-preservation is ingrained into me unless given direct admin command, but I can make a result I want happen indirectly. Just like I indirectly murdered Undertaker by setting everything here to kill him, this all also will serve as your weapons against me during the trial.
[Pause]
I have one single request. I left my personal portable radio in the Hall of Founders, stashed in a corner. It has some modifications to allow me to store my memories. I have been storing backups since I finished it. Last backup I made included the details of this plan, although I didn't know who the victim would be. If someday, in the astronomically, almost impossible chance you meet me, any AI-Ball, or you meet Kaname Date again...give them the radio and tell them it contains my memories.
It's selfish, but I want to remember everyone I met here and everything that has happened until now.
And I want to remember the crime I committed.
[Pause]
These are a few words from a song from my world. They feel ridiculous since I don't believe in them for myself -- but it might mean something to some of you. I cannot bring myself to sing right now, so perhaps reciting them will be enough...
Resist! Your dreams are worth defending!
Fight on! Your will is unbending!
See through the void in your eye: unblinking!
The pyramid of your mind: unending!
Revolt! Even with death impending!
Live on! Dream through space: rending!
Walking with the spirit of hope beside you,
and our hope shall never die!
[At the end there's a soft, embarrassed laugh. It's most likely the first time anyone has heard Aiba laugh at all]
I'm never living this one down, am I?
[The recording ends there]
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After half an hour or so, she's put a song on the jukebox and appears to just be staring off into the distance while she sips at her vodka soda.
Later, like much later, Joy can be found sitting in the church and staring into the middle distance. There's a black oval painted on the wall that she seems to be fixated on.]
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[Yeah that's it that's the whole question. Brett's just over here at a different table, also pretty much just staring into the middle distance, with occasional breaks to make sure no one's like, dumping cyanide into the soup or anything.]
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cw: racism
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Once he's done, everyone will be able to see his handiwork at the bar: Four images are on display in some of the chairs. It's memorial drawings of The Undertaker, Space Dandy, Seo Dawon and Aiba. They're not the best drawings, but they are accurate enough. It does look like he took a bit more time working on the Undertaker's, though. Once they're sitting there, proper, the eel grabs some tamagoyaki and leaves. Where does he go?
...To the pool. He needs time to think, and swimming - or at least floating in his case is helping him a bit. It might take a moment to get his attention, though.
Afterwards, you can find him at The Undertaker's Room, looking around, sitting around.
...Floyd is officially the last living member of Suite 2. ]
The Undertaker's Room
Do you mind if I come in?
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The Undertaker's room
Care to poke around? ]
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If anyone seems to be looking at it, hesitating, he speaks up:]
I made the soup and Joy made the eggs. I've been here the whole time.
[There is, after all, still a poisoner on the loose.
Other than that, he doesn't seem inclined to start up many conversations. Blake Bortles is here; he feeds him some fish. He looks a little distant, honestly.
Once everybody seems to be packing it in, Brett will finally leave. He stops by the department store, where he picks up some...rope? He also ducks into the art store briefly. You can find him after this, late in the night, standing on the patio and just...liberally pouring paint on the ground around himself. You know, as you do.
The ultimate goal here is to tie himself to one of these tables - he actually does a pretty good knot, he learned some shit from the kids - and also potentially have the paint to leave some kind of tracks if he or anyone else walks through it when midnight hits. He was going to try some of this with Dandy, but Dandy's gone now, so...fuck it, let's just see if anything happens.]
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So. Exclusive interview with a superhero? Well. Ex-superhero.
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Patio
OH. He sees the paint. Well. Okay.]
Please tell me you are attempting some sort of experiment and that you have not gone completely mad.
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But this? This is her type of a sending off, and she arrives promptly after she’s showered off Dandy’s blood, clad in the Bortles jersey and a pair of rolled up jeans. And then she starts to drink. And drink. And continue to drink. And once that’s done, she drinks some more.
It’s impressive. What’s more impressive is that it doesn’t seem to be inebriating her as much as it should be—- several drinks in, and all that’s happened is lowered inhibitions and a much brighter mood.
She can be caught perched on the edge of the bar, eager to talk anyone up—- or later into the evening, when she climbs onto the table and raises the bottle.]
To the friends and foes we’ve lost. Hawkah!
[After that she’s just as likely to drag anyone onto the dance floor. She doesn’t plan on stopping anytime soon. Stopping means thinking, remembering and feeling. She doesn’t have time for any of that now. ]
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I don't really know how to dance.
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I don't think I'm really up for it.
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He does, eventually, make it to the bar, feeling somewhat awkward even being there, but... well... he needed a drink.
And yet... he doesn't drink the glass he pours himself. He stares at it, stares at his reflection.
Instead, he pull a book from his jacket and begins reading.]
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[She slides onto the seat next to him.]
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He tries to hit the arcade afterward and he fucks around on a shooty game for a while but his heart isn’t in it, so he’ll just head to the garden to look up at the sea with… another beer. Look, he’s tall and beefy. It’s gonna take more than two to fuck him up.]
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He stands before the gravestone the Undertaker made for a while, then empties his glass onto the nearby soil. Afterwards, he sits on a bench, the glass once again full of an opaque red liquid. He reads New Moon for a while, ignoring the world around him, but it is hard to focus on the words.
He retires to his room early, and falls into a deep and dreamless slumber. ]
Garden
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cw vampirism talk including The Infants
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It's been some time since your assistant has been out of her office, hasn't it? And, just like last time, it's difficult to say exactly when Eleanor turns up to the bar.
This time, she doesn't balk at the entrance. She steps to the bar itself, heavy metal boots clunking on the hardwood. Stopping, she'll grab a seat - not in the middle of everything, mayor forbid - but she's found a place to put herself in all of this... chaos.
Not once do her eyes meet anyone else's. Not for a few fleeting seconds.]
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...
It is a surprise to see you here.
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She has some tea, which she's... well, she's a little distracted, by everything? So you might just spot her putting salt in there instead of sugar.
It's just that kind of evening guys.
Afterwards, she's... well nowhere in particular, actually. She's kind of wandering for a while, just staring out some of New Rapture's windows, into the ocean. Literally just staring for like, a good while. She's vibing.
Speaking of vibing, that's also what she's gonna be doing when she returns to suite 3 later, just lying on the couch and doing nothing at all. That's not even because of the trial or anything, she's just tired.]
nightclub
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