Della Duck (
nothingcanstop) wrote in
unknownseas2020-05-16 03:57 pm
hey mom, dead mom, i need a little help here
[ ...All of that happened, huh. That's the sentiment each and every week, and it's no different this time. Except, this time they've lost more people than before. Five.
The gathering invitation is slipped under everyone's doors, but it specifies something a little different. ]

[ That's a good two hours or so of difference. Enough time to wander around, for sure.
But, in the garden, at the appointed time, there's a variable arrangement of fresh-cooked food. A good amount of beef stew, some Chinese hot pot, and...watermelon? Just, an absurd amount of watermelon, cut up and set on plates. All the food's set on tables that seem to have been moved from the library, and the ground is littered with blankets, for those who don't want to sit on the grass.
And yes, she did not lie. There is, indeed, a variable fuckton of alcohol. (And coffee, for our underaged.)
This has become routine. But, we're still here. We're still alive. ]
The gathering invitation is slipped under everyone's doors, but it specifies something a little different. ]

[ That's a good two hours or so of difference. Enough time to wander around, for sure.
But, in the garden, at the appointed time, there's a variable arrangement of fresh-cooked food. A good amount of beef stew, some Chinese hot pot, and...watermelon? Just, an absurd amount of watermelon, cut up and set on plates. All the food's set on tables that seem to have been moved from the library, and the ground is littered with blankets, for those who don't want to sit on the grass.
And yes, she did not lie. There is, indeed, a variable fuckton of alcohol. (And coffee, for our underaged.)
This has become routine. But, we're still here. We're still alive. ]

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['When you broke a long time ago... it's hard to be put back together.']
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Hey, Kotomine. You home?
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That's actually rare, so far as these parties go. Either the executions don't mean much to her at all, or she waits until she can put a neutral face on before showing up. This time, though... Even after helping to put food on the table, there's an odd emptiness to her expression that conveys more than neutrality.
Earlier on in the evening, she can be found near the table. She's a bit spaced out, and doesn't notice anyone who approaches until they're close. When she does, though, she looks up from her own plates of food and says, ]
If you want more of something cut up for the hot pot, give me a minute to get it.
[ Later on, though, she's moved away to sit in front of some flowers. She... doesn't look like she's doing much better now, her knees drawn up to her chest as she stares at the plants in front of her. Or maybe she's looking at nothing at all? It's hard to say. Either way, if anyone approaches her now, she'll say nothing until directly addressed. ]
flowers;
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This was awkward because Vincent came here during alone time so he supposed he was suddenly in the midst of a party. Maybe he should've looked at the invitation for once, and he's about to leave as suddenly as he came, but he saw her sitting there. Then, for some reason he came over instead. ]
...Rin?
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I'd ask if you're okay, but then we'd both have to be annoyed with me for asking pointless questions.
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[ Rin's been...very helpful. But, Della knows a distraction when she sees one. ]
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But for now, she doesn't want to think about it. Doesn't want to think about anything for now. Immediately after they leave the trial room, Mira goes to her own--not Zerinda's, but her own. Things are far too raw and painful right now, and she needs to be alone--
Just remember your promise.
If I don't throw away people who hurt me or can't help me, then they'll do the same to me! That's how this world is!
If things had been just a little different, maybe she would have been like Anna.
Eventually, though... she goes to the dinner. This time, she doesn't hover near the back, away from everyone else. Daisy's here, too, head in Mira's lap. She has a plate of food, but she's eating it pretty slowly. All the same, she's here, she's trying. And she certainly won't turn anyone away. ]
Dinner
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Hi, honey. I'm...really glad you showed up.
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On a stool next to her Princess dozes gently and at her feet Julius is walking in circles around her until she tosses him scraps of meat.
At the party itself she's settled on a blanket with her legs curled up underneath her. Princess is happily taking a swim in the pond and Julius is laid out next to her, gnawing through an entire raw chicken with his powerful but toothless jaws. Her food is sitting half-eaten in front of her and in her lap she's working with hyperfocus on flower garlands- she's already finished one made of forget-me-nots and borage flowers. The one she's weaving in her hands is pink roses and carnations.
If someone approaches her she might not notice until she's spoken to but she'll welcome any company on her blanket.]
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[ Hot pot, at least, is just getting the broth right and then cutting a lot of things into thin slices! Which Rin has been hard at work doing, on the other counter. ]
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[ Hi, gathering buddy. ]
Flower...things?
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You've had enough, [ she says, after a considerable period of silent slicing and dicing, speaking directly to Julius. ]
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Nothing can stop her, so it seems.
During she's mostly around. Mostly. Helping at the tables, or trying to chat someone up. In quiet times, she's sitting by the pond, no blanket needed. Maybe trying to pretend she's somewhere else.
There are...so fewer people to check on now, so every absence is felt. So she does what she had a few weeks ago too, goes out looking for those who aren't here. She has a bowl of stew, a little watermelon. If you aren't there... Where might she find you? ]
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Birkin is doing his usual thing of not showing up to the mass gatherings anywhere near on time; it's questionable whether he's going to show up at all, honestly. So he doesn't really fault her for looking; he's currently in the infirmary because of course he is - he's sort of predictable in that way, consistent, it's either the workshop or the art room or here, and tonight he's chosen to be here.
He's currently sitting on one of those beds that's in here - ten beds, ten of them left, what a fucking coincidence that turned out to be - and he looks like he's reading some stuff over; whatever it is he's got, he seems like he's getting increasingly agitated with it.
But he's here, and he's in one piece at least, so thank god for small favors.]
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I...I started thinking of him as my kid at some point. Brian, I mean...and Piers, before that.
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During
[Oh. Therion's here, actually. Not immediately, of course, but not so late he misses it, either.]
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Before any of that, though, she comes to the garden. She slowly unsheathes an elaborate pink sword. This is what she used to do it, 5,000 years ago. This is what she used to fake it. But thinking about that, remembering anything about what it entails or how irrevocably it changes her entire wasted existence, is too much for her. She lets her breath go in a low, pained hiss, she swings...
(She talks like a Diamond.)
... and she starts fighting the nearest tree. Or fighting at it, really. She slices deep into the bark on the trunk, kicks it, sends leaves showering in every direction, until she gives up, at which point she turns on the poison garden and rips the wolfsbane wholesale from the ground. Her left hand, still faintly rusty with Rhea's blood and overflowing with purple petals, opens and lets them fall to the ground, and then she grips the hilt harder than ever with both hands. This is where she buried half of her — for a misdirection nobody even noticed. This is what Rose (Pink) sacrificed everything for. This is what she still can't understand.
(I know, Jasper. I know. No sinner goes unpunished.)
She looms over the hollyhock, which she knows Rose (Pink) planted — of course she's been keeping tabs on her this whole time, did you expect her not to be a weirdo angry stalker? — sword raised. There's a long, still moment. She thinks about the unsightly image of herself, half turquoise, her arm deformed, crawling through her own birthplace like a mindless beast, sacrificing everything to destroy the one person she was made to protect.
(It doesn't matter! Even if it destroys me, I need to...!)
And she plunges it into the earth beside it before storming out. ]
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Through most of the prep, Della mostly just...directs her places to go, for the tables, and the food, just helps with things. They don't have time to talk, not that she thinks Jasper would want to.
But, there's a little time where Della, being unable to carry tables and unable to cook, has nothing to do. So, she disappears for awhile. And, she returns to check on progress, just in time to see a sword plunge into the ground.
She stands very still, in the northern doorway. Is...Jasper storming this way? Or to the south? ]
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That's why she reacted like that, wasn't it?
[Later on, she heads for Rose's room, and can be found bringing some meat to Lion.]
Hey...wonder how much you know about everything that happened there. [She sits down next to Lion and sighs.] Wonder how much she said about finding you was true.
Garden
[He sits at her table, his own drink in hand.]
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But before the gathering, Therion slips into both Anna's and Rhea's rooms. And before he joins the others, he goes to Shelley's memorials. There, next to the others they've lost and killed, he leaves a hand-carved flamenco figure and the Shield of Seiros.
Maybe he'll think of things to leave for Sly, Brian, and Rose later. For now, these two were the ones he feels he knew best.
It's an evening of firsts, it seems, because Therion actually attends this party instead of lurking just outside of it. He takes some of the food prepared (though careful observers will see he doesn't eat it); he brings his own drink, a bottle of homemade mead. He spends most of the time at the fringes of the group, quietly watching everyone else. Now and then, though, his attention drifts somewhere internal.
That night, before the clock turns over to midnight, Therion duct-tapes plastic wrap over all the vents in his room and waits, the taste of black licorice between his teeth.]
attending party;
Some Gil for one of your thoughts?
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Angel. I...didn't think you'd come.
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